THE AUTOBIOGRAPHIC DIARIES WRITTEN BY SAMUIL YAKOVLEVITCH PERVIN

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THE AUTOBIOGRAPHIC DIARY

WRITTEN BY SAMUIL YAKOVLEVITCH PERVIN

  Some portions of this English text have been modified by the Pervin Tree that is originally translated by Vladislav B. Bondarev.

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I was born on the 5th day of April, 1861 in the city of Berdichev, Kiev region in Ukraine. My father, a descendent from Byeloruss, who became an orphan in his early years, left all alone, hiding from a recruitment, a mandatory military conscription, which under Tsar Nicholas I (1740-1810) was a very harsh and a very long service - 25 years, ran to Berdichev, which was back then, a Jewish center, in order to avoid the recruitment and to look for a job. He was not trained in any trade and therefore worked daily, doing all sorts of menial jobs available, receiving for his heavy work the least amount of money, and living the life of deprivation. After some time, have managed to save a few rubles, by depriving himself of the basic necessities and by receiving some small inheritance from his first wife, he was able to buy from a local merchant a right to deliver water from a river to a set number of landowners and leaseholders. In the present time such right-trade sound anachronistic and may be even absurd, but back then, this practice existed in the Jews tradition. Though is not written but a strictly followed rule according to which many people of free-trades, like, for example, the butchers of cattle and poultry according to the Jewish Talmud ritual kantors and servants in synagogues and other prayer houses, rabbis and other members of religious congregation, the teachers of the Jewish God law, so called melamedoves, the school owners, midwives (the privileged gynecologists did not existed at that time yet, with a few exceptions), the superintendents of  synagogues saunas etc., inherited from their parents, from generation to generation, a right to conduct their family business in their local area in a particular circle of customers, who completely depended on them. And this right to perform one or the other work was owned and could be easily sold as a property. A Jew, who studied the trade of butchering cattle or poultry according to Talmud, who has passed an appropriate examination, and survive a strict test of the knowledge of his trade before the panel of (Sonmom) strict rabbis of authentic religious institution, could be starving with a diploma in his pocket without being able to practice his trade until he bought the right (khazuka) from the relatives of deceased butcher or rabbis, kantora, etc. And my deceased parent bought such a right to deliver water in some district of the city of Berdichev, though without taking any examination. In the central part of the city in its wealthy districts, the water deliverers earned good money they had their own houses and land properties and lived well-off but it was not the case on the outskirts of the city where my father's district was. He got married and they lived together for two years until his wife got sick and died leaving him a son who was on the 10-11th year of his life.

My mother, Shifra, lost her father in her early years and lived with the mother-widow in poverty and deprivation in the town Chartoriyska, Lutskiy county, Volinskiy region. When she grew up, she went with her mother to the city of Berdichev in a search of a better life. There, they both found service jobs; the old lady as a cook and my mother as a maid for a very wealthy doctor. Gifted with some intellect and a fast thinker, she stayed in the house of the doctor for several years, was cultivated in this intellectual environment though still illiterate, and left the house as a civilized girl. Without any inheritance, however, in the rank of a servant, she, with heavy heart, married my father -- a widower. To get married was not as easy then as in the present days, when young people, boys and girls, ran into each other, meet at work factories, plants, on collective meetings, in activity circles; meet, get know each other, talk, get closer, decide and register that is consolidate their union through an official registration in ZAGS( the Federal House of Marriages Registration). That was not the case back then, under a completely different organization of the social structure, in a society divided into social classes, especially in the Jewish ghettoes. The very strict religious guidelines, adherence to many cultural moral rules, as well as strict control did not allow any personal contacts between men and women in factories and plants, existing in very few numbers back then. The women's labor practically was not used yet, and the arrangement of marriages were organized by special factors, svakhys. In the interests of adherence to chastity and the guidelines of Saint Fathers, Jews used to practice marriages at an early age. To the service of intelegencia, by the way, a wedding newspapers was printed, all ridden with fancy ads. After some years of living in the house of an intelligent family the life with a laity my father, the man of older years, life of work and constant deprivations, the poor environment of the uncomfortable dwelling, could not appeal to a young, emotional, somewhat intellectually developed, who had seen a better life. She got lonely, helplessly shedding her bitter tears over her unhappy and tragic fate. My birth, her first and the only son, brought some color into her life and she somewhat calmed down.

At that time, as I vaguely remember, an unfortunate event took place: the horse the bread winner of the poor,  died. My parents borrowed unbelievably high interest rate money, from a merchant, with a weekly repayment option, bought another horse, but one misfortune night the horse was stolen. All searches were in vain and poor father had no choice but to deliver water in big wooden buckets carrying them on his shoulders, on wooden stick with the leather padding from early morning until late in the evening. But his petty earning was not enough to make living and the family was growing a sister was born, and then another.

On the fifth year of my life, I was sent to a  traditional kheder, the Jewish primary school, where in a crowded, dirty, stuffy, unorganized room with a dirt floor more than a hundred children were taught in turns, in shifts, one younger than another.  Some families sent their children into these schools even in their earlier years so they would not bother their parents at home, and the children were dragged with force, carried in their arms by so called  begelfers, the teacherfs assistants.  The latter did not receive any salary for their assistance, but by serving to their wealthy and well respected masters, praying and reciting prayers with their children every morning, they received monthly monetary rewards in addition to food.  There were also young begelfers -- teenagers, who delivered to the children their food and took them home in the evening, after the school.

This learning room, furnished with the long, wooden benches without back supports, served also as a dining room for the rebe family; in the room sultry air, stench, noise, screams and cries of beaten children.  Grammar was taught using archaic methods, forced into the heads of the intimidated children for a period of several years until they reached the age of 7-8 -years old, the age when they were transferred to secondary school.  A vicious rebe, tall skinny with a sickly yellowish tinge to his face, in a soiled, worn out yermolka, in a style of some sort of Turkish "phesky", on his head, with long paices (long whiskers ) who received about three rubles per semester, and from poor families even less than that, beat mercilessly the innocent children, whipped them with a stick, belt and strictly ordered them not to tell their parents about these executions.  The intimidated and scared kids kept their deep silence. In order to open such a school or any other school, there were no any formal requirements for the license.  One only had to present a proof of an inspection from a local district authority, three rubles in addition to his personal photo, after that, permission for one year was usually granted with an option of its renewal.  The schools were divided into three categories: elementary, secondary, and high schools.  Instructions were given only orally, with books, but no writing was taught.  As a consequence of such method of education, in the environment of complete literacy when any Jew, even from the poorest families, could read a printed text of prayers, he at the same time could not even sign his own name. 

In the lower grade schools, for the period of several years, students were taught only short prayers and grammar, that is, only dull, mechanical readings without any explanation of vocabulary.  In the middle and higher schools, where the number of students was limited, the Bible with many comments was taught and, predominantly, Talmud which contains the arts and sciences of the Eastern Jews of the time of the Iyudey and Israel kingdom in Turkey in Palestine, the time of the grandiose Temple in Jerusalem built by the wise king Solomon where the crowds of orthodox Jews from all places of the kingdom  flocked to bring their sacrifices and to pray.

The instructions, classes in the kheders, took place from early mornings until late evenings, and during the fall and winter seasons in the evening time as well.  After the classes, the students would go home with flash lights, through muddy roads, slush, and crunching snow.  The studies took place under a dim light of a burning pig fat candle: kerosene was not widely utilized at that time yet.  The subjects of teaching,  besides the Bible and Talmud, were the King David's psalms, songs of King Solomon, poems, the eulogies of profits, special benedictions before the tasting of different ripening fruits and vegetables, before consumption of foods and  drinks in general, occurrences of nature, like, for example, thunder, lightning, rain, full moon, the holyday prayers etc.  Before the arrival of New Year Eve and Judgment Day, the vigilant nights took place that is citing of some special prayers to repent sins, and the boys, who achieved their religious adulthood 13 years old, had to attend those nights, to equally follow all the established ceremonies.  Kheder resembled an auditorium with the only difference that the students did not listen to their teacher in silence, but loudly repeated every word after him, creating clamor beyond-believe, filling the room with an unbelievable noise. As I already mentioned, there were no written notes or writing assignments.  So the students learned neither the Jewish language nor especially its grammar: that was strictly prohibited by the orthodox priests – rabbis, the religious clergy.  The rich Jews: money lenders, contractors, business holders, travel salesmen (kommivoyazhors), agents, commissioners, lawyers etc., - used to teach their children the old Jewish language at home using modern text books.  They would introduce themselves to the rich Jewish literature, and subscribe for the Jewish newspapers and magazines, but this was only a small advanced part of the Jewish community who were looked down upon as the religious outcasts and whom the rest of Jews tried to avoid as they would the Satan himself.  The primary duty of melameds was a religious education of the youth population, to observe with a watchful eye that the youth would adhere to all religious ritual, citing morning and evening prayers.  During a morning prayer, a teenage boy, who achieved his religious adulthood of 13 years of age, would put on his head and left arm filacteriis gTorilinh, the leather cubes with long strings which contained, written on parchment, the most important extracts from Moses law.  Religion played a dominant part in the life of a Jew from the day of his birth, appearance to this world.  The circumcision ritual was performed on a new born Jewish boy on the eighth day of his birth. The special home-grown surgeons, during a special feast ceremony, in the presence of many invited guests, would cut off the foreskin of the boyfs penis.  The ritual was faithfully followed under a supervision of a doctor, who did not have enough courage or bravery to refuse participating in this barbarian ritual.  Fanaticism, no ability to think straight, obscurantism, barbarism, and ignorance put the deep roots into Jewish masses.  The Jewish boys and girls did not have any social contacts with goys-Christians. They were strictly isolated from these contacts to avoid a harmful influence from outside - so called bad examples.  The social existence, traditions, way of living, and the reality of everyday life of Christians, like city merchants, a predominant majority of different handymen, contractors, black job workers, laundry washers were almost the same as Jews, but they had more freedom, at least from my own point of view, from religion, and strict demands to follow different religious rituals and religious commandments.  He ( Christian) would get up in the morning, cross himself in front of a saint image on his wall ( Jews did not have any images of saints), and go to work; and his kids would run around in total freedom outside in the fresh air, without knowing any God damned kheders. The most prominent difference was that Christians often times (and especially on weekends), would drink, get involved in hooligan fights, and other unrighteous acts. That was not the case in the Jewish community. But this so called praised soberness did not let itself show in any healthy form.  I must add that the girls were not taught grammar but only prayers too, and women in general were simply treated as outcasts.  They were allowed to take care of their homes only, and were bound to their houses where they lived the life of a full dependence on a will of their fathers, husbands, and a strict control of their families.  If there was some importance about the religion in every day life of a Jew then that was the holy Sabbath, the rest-day, which was given a special attention by the Jewish community.  My deceased parent, after a hard work week, would finish his work on the Friday afternoons and go to a public sauna where for the price of 5 kopeyeks he would take a hot bath and a steam room; then he would come home and have a lot of tea with bites of sugar (solid pieces of sugar which price was 15 kop. per foont), put on his the only Sabbath wardrobe, which he had worn all his life since the day he got married, and set off for a nearest prayer place belonging to a big synagogue, brightly lit with candles and decorated for the holy day.  After a brief prayer, the candles and lamps, except those burning day and night during memorial-days period, were put off by a goy (a person of a non-Jewish religion) who was specifically invited for this duty.  The memorial candles and lamps were lit by a request of the deceasedfs sons who loudly cited during the morning and evening services special prayers (kadish) dedicated to a peaceful rest of their parents for a period of eleven months. Talking about saunas, I completely neglected to note that the saunas were used not so much for hygiene purposes but as for religious ones.  Saunas contained pools of hot water, where  on Saturdays, when saunas where not heated , the orthodox Jews, just before their prayer, would take coupells, and women had to wash themselves after their monthly periods; without this, they could not have any sexual intercourse with their husbands.

From the synagogue my farther invited homeless guest, vagabonds, who would find a shelter there, those who were not of a criminal nature. Our dwelling consisted of one small room and a kitchen. The dirt floor in the house was covered with yellow clay and sand over which canvas rags were placed. The room is brightly lighted with candles over which every woman cites grace prayers, and by a kerosene lamp with a brown fitil, with barely glaring fire. Freshly baked and nicely smelling baguettes (nicely baked bread made of wheat flour) are on the table, fish, ukha (fish soup), noodles, meat soup, in short testy courses of meal, artfully cooked by my mother. Saturdays were celebrated even by the poorest; there were special foundations to help them. The farther and a guest cited grace prayers over their glasses of wine and began their supper, in between singing prayers. Quite, peaceful, cozy -- and all of this refresh you, gives you a fresh start for an upcoming work week. During a work week, in our family, as well as in any other working family, food was not cooked, with an exception of something fast. The mother would buy for 2 kop. an half a funt of cottage cheese, put in it some water, spread this over pieces of bread, and we would eat it with the raven appetite, with a such one that those city ladies who take some medicine to acquire some would be jealous about. But in the evening, an extensive supper from buck wheat, beans, and several grams of veal per soul. During Saturdays any kind of work even home shores were forbidden and nobody would make fire on these days. All cooked food was prepared on Fridays and stored inside a well heated kitchen stove. A visiting Russian woman would take candle sticks off the table and make fire in the stove. On Saturdays in synagogues and prayer houses, in a celebration atmosphere, a reading of a chapter from the Bible took place, there were a total of 52 such chapters according to the number of weeks in a year that is torah readings, pergament scroll, written by a hand of a saint muzha by a duck feather. The reading was performed with a special intonation and motive by a qualified reader in antract of prayers on a specifically allotted elevated place, or stage in the presence of invited in turn senior visitors. During the days of the New year, and there were somehow two of those days, Judgment days, as well as other religious holydays, the right to be present during the torah reading was sold through the public action and the price for this right would reach a considerable amount of money. On the days of a holly day Goshana -- a slave, after a celebration, Kushi, when for the eight days the food was taken in speedy constructed Tents (sikos) Contor, escorted by the senior visitors, walked amvon, where every participant carried in their hands so called a heavenly apple(Yasroye) - fruit growing in Palestine, Greece, and a palm branch (Lilov). It walked with ceremonial march around several times, singing specific prayers. These heavenly apple and palm branch, sluzhka (a person who participated in this service, a servant) took to citizens houses so that a whole household could perform on them a grace ritual. By the way, every Saturday in all prayer houses, the prayers for a well being of the ksar and his family were said. The prayer houses(synagogue) belonged to different manufacturing quoters(Segments): shoe-makers, tailors, carpenters, painters, barrel-makers, water delivers, chimney cleaners etc. Some of them were private closely resembling the house churches which belonged to well-off Christians. A house owner in his golden years of his life to prolong the life and save his soul, would give part of his house a prayer place, give it its own name, with permission and sanction of authority of course, and autocratno rules in it, putting all income, the visitors donations, in his own pocket, killing, this way, in one shot two rabbits. A synagogue, by the way, served as a meeting place for the discussions of public affairs: there information about orders, regulations of appropriate authorities, and about decisions of the Jewish community concerning one or the other question were announced. A synagogue as such was an extension of a kheder and as the latter was the same breeding place for darkness, ignorance, all sorts of prejudices, savagery, in short was the same a psychedelic drug. Jewish kids alienated from any kind of games, entertaining, enjoyment, outdoors activities, locked in inadequately small, stuffy, stenchy kheders, lacked a good nutrition diet, grew up weak, feeble, frail, weak, lifeless, and cowed. The czars government cared less about the general masses and especially about people of another religion. The Jewish intelligencia, who provided an European education for their children allowing them to achieve their goals by all means, widely utilizing their privileged status and connections, was completely indifferent to the masses. By receiving a diploma with a license of doctor, physician, pharmacist, provisor, lawyer, engineer, a Jew would exclude himself from a status of dependency on the merchant class and would abandon his relation to kagal, that is a Jewish community. And the Jewish kagal, about which all eudophobs and all anti-Semite press loudly cried on all the crossroads, was its own country within the country. The community was electing a so called a merchant elder. It had its own meeting place (house) which had a big council office, respectable place, where records in revizskikh skazkakh, books for the records of the Jewish population census, registration and composition of the family lists for benefits in connection with the military obligations were made. In the past, during the reign of the previous czar, the main function of the community included a fulfillment a known yearly quote for recruits into the military service. These quotes were filled with recruits consisting from vagabonds, prestupniks(criminals), dregs of society, from the poorest classes of the population; who could not pay off to avoid the recruitment. To avoid the recruitment all kinds of tricks were used: substitutions were being made, the passports on dead souls were issued etc. For the purpose of the service avoidance, body parts mutelisation was common: chopping of puling off a thumb on the right hand, growing of two middle fingers to the palm of a hand, making hernia, artificial parshes on heads were made, piercing ear-drums, pulling out teeth. In short, many disabled themselves for the rest of their lives, and some would prematurely perish. There were many home-grown specialists operators in this field. The practices of a systematic exhaustion of a body was common such as food depravation, awakening, that is sleep deprivation for a period of two-three month before a recruitment day, and in addition to all of this, bribes to physicians and other members of military commissions were given. Different foreign passport were bought: Turkish, Romanian, Austrian, Valakhsky, etc. These fake foreigners who were born on the banks of Gnilopyat River (river in Berdichev, flowing into Teterev), paid a monthly endowment to the local police. A shortage of recruits growing from year to year brought some severe measures during the rein of Nicolas II. A law was passed according to which any person without rights that is a Jew without a passport, regardless his age, health condition, marital status, was send to be soldier into the penal unit. As a result of this law many outrageous abuses took place: there were some scum of the earth, scoundrels who would steal, swindle, extort passports and give away their prays for a good reword. Very often a family man, a father of adult children, and grandfather would go to the army and would never come back. Later on a more inhumane law followed. According to this law children of Jews were taking to the army: they were taken by force from the holds of their mothers, lured out of schools, apartments, houses, and given to the recruitment centers. From there they were sent to different villages, gumlets(Hamlets), given to peasants to help them in all sorts of farm, house, real-estate work. Many of these children could not survive a hardship of this slavery and perished, but those who would survive were sent to the, so called, kantonistskies schools upon reaching their teenage years. There they were baptized and forced to accept Orthodox Christianity. Immediately after the graduation they were taking to the military service. Many talented people and well known marshals came from these children whom, however, fanatics parents and all relatives refused to recognize and considered them outcasts of the religious Jewish community. A more detail description of this a reader will find in a writing of Rabinovicz Shtrafnoy (Penal), in a story Poymanik by Bogrov, grandfarther of a man who killed Stolipin, the Minister of Foreign Affairs during the time Nicolas II. These true stories are fragments of real life episodes. Special taxes were imposed on Jews: boxing tax was for the right to slaughter cattle or poultry according to Jewish ritual, on kosher meat. This right was sold (landed) on the public auctions for quite a big amount of money. The lender (the person who would buy this right for a period of time) employed many people: in his possession were cattle and poultry slaughter houses, in cities as well as in peripheral areas (rural), surrounding areas. A small amount in a tax form, the lender had to give as support of the Jewish religious congregation. A candle tax was directed on the support of the Jewish schools <<Talmud Tora>>, Jewish children studied not only Gods Law, but the Russian language grammar also. And, finally, there was a community tax as support of different community needs. In relation to the public life the fairness demands to say that orthodox part of the Jewish community, but not by any means, the praised intelligencia, somewhat cared about the ill-provided brothers. There were centers, foundations, of care for the poor who were provided with wheat, fuel, opresnokami on Pesakh, for pregnant women, foster kids, homeless and poor teenage girls brides, who were getting married, were provided with some garment on the first time, for the prisoners who were jailed for all sorts of economic crimes, and help was given to communicate with the superior authority, not easily reachable for everyday people etc. In short the care was provided in one or the other form, sometimes even in an ugly one. Small loan banks were in prayer houses , and , funny to say, unions, once again of the religious unity, something like an organization of psalm readers on Saturdays, reading of short excerpts from Talmud at the bodies of the deceased etc. Such unions, organizations were not anywhere found in the Christian community; only latter on, shelters, bogodelnyas, the khorugvenostsev organization etc. started to appear.

This gave a reason to the yudophobic fellows to talk about a great Jewish unity around their kagal, they did not notice or did not wish to see that a rich Jew, capitalist, plant or factory owner, was the same exploiter, vampire, as all capitalists, towards either Jews or others. Occupations and trades will be discussed below. My father stood out in his work environment because of his education, his knowledge of the Bible and prayers, and his secret dream, like many others, was to raise me a scientist, rabbi, for which I, according to the rebe words, had a great talent. I faintly remember that on my 11-12th year of my life, I studied the divorce law according to Talmud - that one can take a wife, make her stay with him, in three ways: by a written agreement; money, i.e. by a silver coin, handed to a virgin or a divorced woman in the presence of two witnesses while citing some particular words; and sexual intercourse. Upon my demand, of a curious boy, to explain the exact meaning of the latter condition, I received from the rebe a strong smack to my face, one such that the darkness clouded my vision. Kheder, rebe, and all this stomach sickening surrounding, the whole presentless figure of the despotic teacher, who had over us, his powerless servants, an unlimited power; all this Talmud's fancied twisted truth, like a tale about an egg brought by a chicken on a holiday, about sexual intercourse, about women's periods etc., made me sick and were grossly repulsive to me. I remember a strong hatred took over me towards one of my teachers, who beat us without any mercy and without any reason, for nothing, letting all his hate, accumulated from a hardship of everyday life, directed on us, his defenseless slaves. There is a need to note, that, besides his teaching as a profession, he had some other occupations: he was cantor of a small prayer house, was a shadkhenom, that was a factor specializing in marriages, something similar to a respectful match-maker; was a collector, a seller of a foreign, secret, tickets of a law value, had some realestate property in hamlet Romanovka, in 2-3 virst from Berdichev. About this Romanovka, I must say some words. During a rein of Nicolas I, the government passed a project which was supposed to bind Jews to land: in the form of an experiment, Jews were given a small piece of land in the area near Berdichev, supplied with agricultural tools, some little stock of other things, liberated from all kinds of monetary payments, all types of taxes, tolls and duties, and the most important from military obligations - from recruitment which was a scarecrow, monster, punishment. First the Jews snatched this opportunity, grabbed it as the safe anchor, but, were not accustomed to this hard physical labor, especially with the primitive method of a land cultivation of that time, accustomed, so to say, to easy bread, to the humiliating occupations like servitude, factorness, servitude to a master, a reach landowner, to a member of the religious congregation, and in the cities - office workers. Accustomed to kustarnichestvu, an easy home trade where they could freely exploit somebody else's labor, mostly teenagers, they soon cooled down, got disappointed, lost any interest to this hard but noble, honest, and clean work. The youth ran away in all directions, those who were left, more sober minded, could do nothing by themselves and as a consequence a good many collapsed in its very root, once more fuelling with hate against themselves and against all Jews the ruling circus (authorities) with anti-Semitism, the compulsive reactionary-podpevatelyami. And the problem was that all these newly born colonists did not have any unity, authority to organize them, and moral support from the side of well-offs, rich, the well established classes of the Jewish community, extensive class of Jewish intellectuals, who, I repeat, devoted their lives only to personal pleasure, widely using all kinds of available rights, power, and privileges, using all kind of means to ignore their poorer brothers.

In the hamlet of Romanovka, the rabbi had a piece of land, his wife owned a small (labaznuyu lavku) grocery store (pawn shop), and he was proletarian (in short he was well-off).  By the way, soon I escaped from him, categorically refused to see him, and, instead, found a peaceful and quiet old man.  My eldest brother did not have any scholarly inclinations and therefore was sent to learn a salesf trade in a retail store. But in order to become a good salesman and/or a clerk, one had to go through a stern and demanding school to learn the trade.  The first two years, my brother was a call boy having to do the most difficult jobs; he was, mainly at the disposal of the merchantfs wife, doing all kinds of home and estate work.  His poor farther, however, had to supply him with food, shoes, and clothing for the three years of his service, until his mother, with relentless pleading and begging,  finally persuaded  the owner of the house to give him a 50 ruble a year salary.

  

And thus, he was growing steadily, according to his maturity in the service hierarchy, and received, like others, his salary according to his personal abilities to trick and cheat the local salesmen, who, in their turn, cheated their small in number customers. 

We lived on the outskirts of the city in our privately owned small house.  I remember my brother, who used to return home from the store at 1-2 hours pass midnight, often would come home terrified by his night encounters with criminals and/or other nightly adventures like running into a black dog, a sign of the dark power, which would following him closely all the way home. My younger sister passed the same stern school of apprenticeship; she trained under a local tailor for dressmaking, with the only difference that coming home at 1-2 ofclock after midnight she was risking not only as a woman, her womanfs honor, but even her life.  We lived through a lot of alarming episodes, having to wake up in the middle of the night, after a day of the hard labor, in order to meet her.  I bring up these examples to give a clear picture of the cruel and shameless exploitation, derision on the personality of a poor and defenseless worker.  I, back then a young and naïve man, was the most outraged by the fact that the whole surrounding society, the content intelligentsia, power holders, looked at all this as a normal way of life and none of them ever tried to raise their voices against this cruel reality.    

 

Time was passing, I was growing.  It happened one day that some of my friends somewhere found a Russian language introductory book – called gBookvarh, from which they taught themselves how to read in Russian; and definitions of Russian words, they meticulously searched in the lingo-Jewish dictionary, Lifshitsa, working quite hard.  In this workshop of self educators, I found myself with a distinct, raging desire and diligence, I plunged into study of the Russian language, patiently spending whole nights with the book.  And a simple calculating story/tale would tell much more to my childfs heart than kazuistika of the Eastern fanatics.  My mother was very happy about that, but the farther did not share my motherfs feelings. He had reasonable concerns that my reading of Russian books would undermine in me the foundations of the Jewish religion. That is exactly what happened. 

 

In that time, one private teacher, Livonian, giving his private lessons at home, a man of older years, without family or family roots, and whose appearance was not trustworthy, displaying occasionally a strange behavior, hiding his nationality and family roots, some Likhtenshtein, rented a flat in our house.  My mother bragged to him about her son who could already read and speak Russian quite well.  He gave her advice to put me in a city college, promising to my mother, who was doing him some favors, to do everything in his power to help.  He was in a very good relation with a Russian language instructor there, Pesyatskim, with whom he was doing some shady business in area of bribes as an administrator to the city college, the only source of education in the big city with a population of one hundred thousand, was very difficult.

After several months of serious training, I passed an admission exam with an excellent score and was accepted my first year to the school, bypassing the three-year preparation courses, making my mother indescribably happy, but causing deep sorrow for my religious farther, who pointed out the fact that in the schools the pupils sit without hats and write on Saturdays (the reach religious Jews, with the permission of the school authority, did not send their children on Saturdays), and pointed out the fact that my interaction with goes, the children of non-Jewish religion, could have a negative influence on me.  After the repulsive kheder with its boorish teacher, in a small hut with a dirt floor, a sole window of which faced a dead end street, as if on purpose not to distract the children by the outside view; the new school filled with light, clean, roomy classes with high and big windows, facing a main street, with teachers dressed in suits (tailcoats) and a vitsuniform (kind of an uniform) with two-headed eagles on the shiny metal buttons, clean and nicely dressed male and elegantly dressed female students, with children playing outside in a very big school yard, with the gymnastic exercises on trapetsiakh and on a suspended from a high ceiling ladder, rooms with geographical maps, hanging from the walls, huge globes with a compasses, huge auditoriums of the pedagogical staff, where many books bonded in the most expensive golden covers sitting on the shelves of different pieces of ornamentally curved furniture, fundamental and students libraries, big portraits of the Russian czars, marble busts of poets, and writers, all put me in a state of awe, as well as triggered in me my curiosity.

During that time of kheder, I understood in what darkness I had been living, though later, during my mental development and observations, I gradually got convinced that all these teachers were instructors of a quite low qualifications, narrow-minded, uncivilized, poorly educated people, ferlyanuri of scholarly affairs, masters of low achievement, colorless filisteri, Gorkyfs merchants. 

With gratitude I recall the brightest years of my education in that college, which gave me the first rays of knowledge.  I was one of the best students and had a good reputation among the instructors in addition to love and respect from my fellow students. Among the children of the reach classes of the population, who sent their children to this college, I was considered one of the poorest, and the instructors came to recommend me to tutor those who fell behind in their study; spoiled motherfs boys. Thus, after the classes, I started giving my lessons, earned money, got a sense of independence, supported myself, and finished school with excellence.  After graduation, I became a local teacher, running classes from morning until late at night.  

Despite my busy schedule, I managed to find time for my personal development. I was reading classics, magazines, and newspapers.  A big influence on my mental development was an organized literature workshop at our place. An organization that expanded education among Jews of Russia made up of students from the University of St. Petersburg, those from the city of Berdichev Pesis, Fradis and others, had been sending us books and magazines.  We had in our possession the Pisarevfs fictions, which I especially liked, loosing any concept of time while reading them, the fiction works of Belinsky, Mikhailovskogo, Dobrolyubov, and even the famous roman of Chernishevskogo gWhat to doh. Back then there was a very reach Russian – Jewish literature – the magazine gThe Jewish Libraryh, published periodically and which became gVoskhodh(SunRize) with the weekly chronic, magazines: gRussian Jewh, gDownh, the fictions of Bogrov gNotes of a Jewh, Levanda, Frantsiska Orshanskogo, Rabinivitcha, and others, which are very rare books nowadays.  Those who are interested in the history of everyday life of Jews of that time can find them in the Leningrad Public library as well as in other central book archives.  These talents were marked by Russian literature and critics during their times.  The government authority had doubts in the political welfare of the state, conducted a thorough search of our workshop place, apprehended the owner of the flat where we had our bibliotheca, which was the place of our gatherings, and so the workshop ceased to exist.

Having a strong desire to continue my education, I, with the advice from a watchkeeper of the city college, Filip Andreevitch Gaesovskogo, whose son I was teaching, set off with a petty amount of money in my pocket to the city Romni, Poltavsky region, where a good college recently opened, but I was not accepted because of my older age. I should have knocked at some doors of the regional authority there as some others had done successfully, but I, an inexperienced young man, without any support in an unfamiliar city, seeing that my last sum of money was almost spent, turned around and set off back to were I came from, to the city of Berdichev were I continued to teach, supporting my poor parents, being their only sole strong support.  Later I tried once again to get into a higher society and left for Warsaw, where my elder brother served as a clerk (prikazchic) in a retail shop, but due to his unstable status (he was a deserted soldier and living with a foreign passport), could not settle and returned back to Berdichev.  At that time, I had to go to the czarfs army, but to serve to the czar and to the farther land, I did not have any desires to cripple myself, and therefore I gave a bribe of about several hundred rubles to a doctor in the military commission, to faltsevich, who visited me at home in order to support my claim about my illness, of course, accompanied by a factor (agent), and thus I was discharged from military service, and was put in ratniki of the opolachenia.

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     The light and heavy industries just started to develop, were just born: in the city there were a few factories, mainly tanneries.  The workers of this category were just a few and the main work in the town, the business of most of the townfs population and adjacent to it areas, were different occupations like handicraft, money-lending, factorstvo and, mainly commerce; there were enough thieves, who fancied other peoplefs property too.  I want to repeat, for a deprived of civil rights Jew all roads were closed:  a Jew could not even be a cityfs security guard (gorodovoy), or a clerk in some government institution, only really, handyman, artisan, merchant, salesman, underground lawyer, melamed, private tutor, kabatchik, holding a license with the name of a Russian merchant, landlord of the house of ill repute, agent, procurer specializing in recruitment of the public temper victims, huntsman for people, informer, and in the later years, at the end of a rein of the Nicolas II – instigator, manifesting remarkable talents à la Azef, to which any provincial governor would be envious of, or even restricted by minister[?].  Well, let the reader forgive me for my short detour but I must say a few words about governors, what I read in gIstorichestkiy Vestnikh(gHistorical Informerh).  There lived once some governor, blockhead, idiot, perfect fool, but he had a quite intelligent wife.  Visits him once, for example, an acrobat to get a permission to open a circus, the governor makes him sit near him on the couch, gives him a cigarette and has a friendly conversation with him, and at the end signs the permissionc  His wife advances a remark to him, that he demeans himself by treating some clown as his best friend.  The governor promises his wife next time to improve himself.  Next time, a diplomat of a foreign country visits him.  He measures him with a cold eye, arrogantly talks to him; the diplomat confused, informs his authority and all unpleasant for the governor consequences are followed.  Or visits him, a city Mayor and he receives him on his feet.  His wife comes in and tells him in his ear:  sit him.  The governor, without thinking too long, presses the button, calls orderly with the order to escort the Mayor to the guardhouse, and tells the wife that he executed her will: she falls into a panic: the Mayer was immediately, it is clear, released, the apologies was issued to him, everything is blamed on orderly, and  all is  hushed up. 

     The factors also were divided into specializations.  There were factors for buying and selling property, land, peoplefs personal possessions, leases – that were of the highest rank, those who leased apartments, servants, nuns for childcare, matchmaking, the ones who delivered life property to the houses of ill repute, and those who trafficked such across the boarder to the Middle Eastern harems of Turkish pashas, who priced very high the white slaves; adroit, well paid agents, went back and forth everywhere in a search for their international victims, matrimonial who were matching wedding couples, the uniters of harts and souls, those who would find and choose the right patents, merchant certificates, politsais who had an access to the strict authority and    all sorts of dark business, for landing money from merchants, lordly, serving to local lords, landowners, religious fathers serving to the local and district priesthood, quite a few, clerks and even thieves, so called profits, through whom the stolen property, for a reasonable reward,  was returned undamaged, and victims in most cases preferred to turn in to such profits rather than to the authorities.  Outside the boarders of Jewish habitant, the rights to live had only negotsianti, the merchant of the first guild, those who had a University degree, artisans, retired lowest ranks servants of the time Nicolas II, and prostitutes, the holders of the yellow tickets. 

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As a result of such life without rights, a typical accident has occurred.  A Jewish girl, who has passed all her entrance exams for the next level classes in the Petersburg Womanfs gymnasium with excellence, was not accepted because she did not have a right to reside in the capital city.  She registered as a prostitute, and presented her yellow registration card as an official document.  The liberal press raised a lot of noise.  An innocence of the self ashamed girl was found and, with a permission of the highest administration, she was allowed to stay in the gymnasium.

Speaking about factors, I missed one point. One voluptuous pan, riding in his luxurious carriage in the town, noticed a sitting near the gates of one house a beautiful woman.  He took a note of the house number in his note book.  On the following day, when his court factor arrived, he offered him to gather all possible information about this woman and asked him to try to bring her over.  The factor has found that she is married, has five children, and her husband is a well off excise official, an owner of a big house, thus, implication has followed that there could not  be any conversation about  meeting her.  The Frenzied pan drove away his factor.  One week, then the second one has passed, but the pan would not allow the factor to come on the premises of his house, the Jew is in despair.  He came up with one cleaver idea: has bought different pieces of expensive silk and wool fabrics, haberdashery, he found and invited over one lively and shrewd woman and told her to visit the wife of the official and to offer her all these goods for a half price, in credit.  The woman started visitting the officialfs wife and selling her all these goods for pennies, offering her a high credit.  When the amount of the debt accumulated, the factor was growing impatient; the wife of the official was told to pay off accumulated amount of debt at once.  The woman lost her head since she did not have the amount needed to pay, but to tell her husband about her purchases she did not have courage.   As a way out, she was offered to visit the owner of the store to ask to postpone the payment.  The woman was brought to the pan, everything worked out and the factor was reinstated to his job. 

For Jews there was only one way –commerce and, despite the difficulties of rightless status, they, in this field of endeavor, showed their great abilities, knack, and have achieved a great success.  All commerce, at least in Berdichev and adjacent towns, was concentrated in their hands.  The great urge to the quick-money, to the wealth – was a common occurrence in this horde.  A salesman-merchant, had taken a lot of goods in credit, on a quite large amount of money and then declared bankruptcy; later, he has found some way to get away from his creditors, the reach Moscow, Lodzinsky, Warshaw, Belarussian fabricants, by paying them 20-30 kopeeks on each rubble owned; restored his credit, and declared bankruptcy again until he had enough capital on hands to make a good profit.  Poor handyman borrowed 25-30 rubbles with 25-30% annual interest, used to pay off the borrowed amount in weekly payments, and in a case of a missing payment or inability to pay, on all his petty goods and chattels, on the tools of production, was ordered seizure and all his movable belongings would be sold on an auction.  

   The reach American company of sawing machines gZingerh had their offices all over Russia.  Its quick agents received commissions from each machine sold and in addition to that some percents from the payments of those who made their purchases in credit. Darting about among the needy, the agents were persuading the needy, offered them some great deals, and conditions on purchases.  A machine buyer needed to sign a printed so called blank-agreement the content of which, because of outright illiteracy and ignorance, he did not understand.  When an unfortunate event would strike, the poor got sick for example and could not pay anymore, the machine would be taken away without any court hearings, in administrative procedure, and all paid, socked in sweat rubbles, would be left to the company.  A heart breaking scenes would take place during these expropriations which, as expected, led to nowhere.  A declared bankruptcy on ten thousand rubbles merchant was guaranteed not to loose his personal property, his own home possessions, which had much grater value than the amount of his debt.  Poor peasant woman for stilling ccc..   or   moujik, who tried to still a cow would be sentenced to two years, if convicted, to round-house companies, invocation of all rights and would be tormented for months before his court hearing day.  A shrewd merchant, on the contrary, the evil bankrupt, was walking free and enjoyed in his environment exceptional attention, where he was praised and respected. 

The doctors and feldshers enjoyed their lives with the only difference between them, that the former used to buy big houses – chertogs – and lent money for interest, and the feldshers, because of their modesty, restricted themselves to one store houses, or country homes, and held in their possessions one-horse carriages.  To this gwarm-heartedh pleyad of healers, I need to add Wisperers-Tatars.  A boy, girl or even an adult person, bitten, scarred by a dog or by some scary night sights, invites a Tatar, who negotiates to cure a schizophrenic patients all at once and day after day during two-three week period, he drives away spells, exorcises a malice, evil eye etc.  On such ignorance of the masses, tsadiki-chudodeis (chudodey - miracle performer) with their multiple swarms of parasites subsided, who, like Mongols often raided an ill-fated precinct of the Jewish settlement, and very often outside that area too, and gathered an extensive harvest.  They also used to give medical and, equally, any other advices and supplied the population with medicine, and talismans.  Tsadic the miracle performers had their own residences where dedicated pilgrims, carrying with them their contributions, gifts, used to go worshiping and receiving their blessings.  The merchant class materially supported and protected them from the government prosecution. 

By the way, I have to tell you about the way they used to treat mental illnesses.  Masses have no clue about the existence of nervous illnesses, and abnormal behavior of a mentally sick person, they used to aspire to the dark power inside the personfs body invisible to a simple sinful eye of an everyday man and which was presented in an image of the Devil with horns, Satan, etc.  And to liberate a possessed person from this force was only possible using the help of saint muzhes.  The Christians would bring such patients to monasteries and Jews appealed for help to all mighty ravines.  The later used to send their agents, cunning and experienced foxes, to secretly watch one or another mentally ill man or woman.  And when a moment of relieve, after a period of their violent impulses, would arrive to such person, the patientfs vision clears and he or she would get in touch with their senses, a ravine-tsadik opens an inauguration, calls on gathering and, referring to the patient, suggestively speaks with a reference to Satan, that in the name of saint Almighty Iyogov he orders it to free his victim at once. And imagine yourself, a miracle from all miracles takes place:  Satan himself, with horns, jumps out of a small finger of the patientfs arm, living on it a trace of blood from a tricky cut, like it were from a burst of a skin tissue, and disappears.  Fame about the tsadik the miracle performer spreads around the local area and a crowd of mentally ill people head towards his residence.  A writer Bogrov wrote a story in which a rich Jew, a tavern owner, living in his tavern in a field, and who has already lost several of his children, asked a righteous man the miracle performer on a road to bless his new born son.  The tsadik with a swarm of his service men visited him, but the greedy tavern holder with his reward did not appropriately satisfy the appetite of the higher guest, and they decided to give him a lesson.  In the moment of their departure, one of the venerable tsadikfs cunning agents runs into the childfs room and puts inside the pennies of the peacefully slipping child, an oat grain.  The child wakes up and raises unbelievable cry.  His poor mother makes her husband to run after the hastily left tsadik. The latter returns, cures the child on the fly, once again receives a good reward, and the fame about him spreads all over the place. 

About wild fanaticism of Jews, I will tell you in the next story.  A poor, slim body pale complexion Jew, with a hat and ermolka on his head, dressed in a long old style velveteen house-coat, with long paces, walks along a country road to the closest estate with a knapsack on his shoulders filled with different kinds of goods, to earn some money for the upcoming holidays of Pesakh.   To his misfortune, a landowner with a pack of his dogs goes hunting.  Having noticed the poor Jew, he for the sake of his personal amusement, sets his dogs on him.  The dogs pushed the Jew around a great deal, bit him all over, and tore up his entire clothes.  The poor Jew is lying on the ground with all his goods scattered about and weeping with tears.  Has amused himself completely, the land-owner promises to reward the Jew for his loses upon his return from hunting and orders him to go to his estate, castle to wait for him there.  The hunting was successful.  Many guest gathered.  They ate, drank, and had plenty of fun:  had a lavish and a boisterous feast.  A lackey reports to his highness Pan that a barely surviving Jew has been waiting in the kitchen since this morning.  The Jew is led into the manor-mansion and offered to try wine and all kinds of exotic food.  But he categorically refuses the offer, stating that his religion strictly prohibits for a Jew to eat and drink in a house of a goy.  Having seen that none of his admonitions is helping, the landowner gives him a handful of gold coins, silver and, in addition, a dozen or more geese, and orders to drive him home immediately, to avoid any bother and problems, in a case of the Jewfs death.  The poor Jew, after receiving such an amount of money, forgot about all his injuries and resentments, has recovered from all his wounds and became the richest man in the town.  A day of Pesakh celebration arrives.  The head of the family reads aloud in a sing-song voice the tale of the Jews repatriation from Egypt, from the pharaohfs slavery.  The family observed lent, and prepared for supper but there is a misfortune:  the wife cuts a stuffed poultry and, oh, what a terrible thing, she finds a grain of oat, but during this celebration, in all eight days, it is strictly forbidden to consume any grain product.  But, already, the slightly buzzed from wine Jew tells his wife, that God would forgive them, and the supper successfully continuous to the end.  On the next day his happy, shiny wife dressed in a festive attire, comes to the synagogue, and in an intermission during her conversation with the neighbors, she tells them about the accident with the oat grain.   The rumors, going from one neighbor to the next, got to ravinefs wife and the latter, without waiting too long, told the unheard-of story to her true-believer husband, called by God to protect his congregation from all sorts of sins.  An urgent summon is immediately called and indignant Jews, defending insulted, desecrated believes of their ancestors, beat the felon couple up nearly to death and sentence them to anafem (shinning) that is to cutting all kinds of relationships with the heretic family. 

      In no less ugly form, a religious fanaticism appears among Christians, and, especially, among their different sects:  during fires, women ran around raging flames with icons in their hands to pacify the raging blaze.  Illnesses were cured by Holy water, taken from a river during baptism; consecration by Holy water was done on the sixth of January.  From time to time, fanaticfs monsters of cruelty spread rumors about materialization of saint images in one or another places, about their sudden rejuvenation, about appearances of mother Maryfs face on a surface of water in the bottom of a well.  As a consequence of these rumors, the multiple pilgrimages would go to those locations, secret places.  The ignorant masses went in mobs, carrying with them extensive sacrifices to religious fathers and their henchmen.

@Here is, for you, one of many ways of protecting the dominant religion: an icon painter, living in a house of a Jewish woman, had been painting the angel Michael Archangel and, not having finished painting it, he moved to another apartment, leaving the boards with the face of the saint in a storage shed, and the poor Jewish woman, without really foreseeing the consequences, used these boards to repair the fence around her property. Passing by was a member of the Russianfs People Union who noticed the image, and as a result, the misdemeanor charges were filed and the woman was brought to justice.

@The Bar was divided into jurors, lawyers, their assistants, and people with university education, private lawyers, who had passed a special occupation-demanding test and received from the Congress of Judges of the Peace (J. P.) an annual license, the right to investigate criminal and civil cases, and hedge lawyers. And at the time, when the first, privileged in its predominant majority, lawyers sustained on St. Anthonyfs food and lived from hand to mouth, their private colleagues and their numerous undercover agents, who were not bound, in any way, by the cooperative ethics, enjoyed their lives, being able to take the bull by the horns, to adapt themselves to any situation, to contrive various tricks to evade the law and generally fished in troubled waters. I saw the following picture: several peasants come to a private lawyer, who happened to have an outstanding lack of any talent, to write an appeal for a decision made by the Congress of the Judges of the Peace. They arrive early in the morning when the messenger of Femidy (the goddess of judgment) is still being in the hugs of Morfious (the god of slip). A clock tolled nine, and a tall, lean figure comes out of the far ben of a lordly apartment, dressed in a colorful morning bath robe, with the fingers on its right arm filled with very expensive gold rings. The peasants dressed in their poor sermyags and zipuns, and baste shoes, bending low, appeared before his Highness. At the same time, the righteous spouse of the venerable advocate comes out of the bedchamber, whose waist size equals to a size of the baobab tree trunk, one of those women about whom L. H. Tolstoy used to say that every time when you see such a woman, you have a strong urge to call gorodovoy: oh, God, keep me away from temptations. And peasants by looking at the luxurious apartment, at the impressive figure of the advocate and on the heavy weight of his wife conclude that they deal with a real prominent and influential lawyer. The advocate asks them for a hundred and fifty rubles for writing the appeal. The peasants, bowing low, ask his Highnessf mercy, the former descending to their difficult situation, agrees on one hundred and twenty rubles. Untying their pouches with their hard work money, the peasants bring forth the amount. The paper is written with the help of a called in penman who receives his honestly earned one or two rubles. About tricks, shady businesses of different self proclaimed hedge jurists, I could speak a lot, but would it really worth it?

@Giving false evidence was a common occurrence: those who profited from this business were always welcomed in the offices of the Judges of the Peace: for a half or a ruble, they could testify to anything. A poor, ignorant, illiterate Jewish woman, making her living by making peasant pants for retail stores, cloth sellers, receiving 71/2 kopeeks for a pair, dried up as a Egyptian mummy, is trying to receive a privilege from military liability for her only son, and the police chiefs, middle men solicitors and all other small, bureaucratic scam backs suck out of the poor woman her last money. Any kind of paper coming out of the government chancellery has to be paid for. As taxes were direct and indirect, then, and bribes were of different kinds and forms. The police department, for example, celebrated their birthdays several times a year, and all real estate owners and merchants, with their gifts, were invited. And of the New Year celebration greetings, there is not even point to talk about. As soon as a gorodovoy would show up on the stairs of a Jewish womanfs apartment, the latter is already giving him a silver coin which she saved to bye bread. All of these, the above mentioned the heroes of profit, acquisition, evildoing, meanness, nastiness, lowness, loathsomeness – all of them together created a hodge-podge which manifested itself by an unusual creativity, resourcefulness, smartness, behaving in a scoundrel way, lied, spread evil right before the everybodyfs eyes, and, if you want, was praised. The tsar government was more afraid revolutionaries than professional thieves, robbers, swindlers and cheaters of all breads. The latter public, at least, followed their personal goals, selfish interests and did not undermined the tsarfs throne (tsarfs prestol), as Pureshkevitch used to say.

@Somewhat developed, well-read, with a good aptitude, I talk here about sales, was not cut out to fit a role of a clerk, and stuck in a teacherfs position.  Tutoring, as an educational trade, presented itself in an ugly form as well.  It was a kind of a school on its feet, serving to the rest of the orthodox part of the Jewish community, which did not send their children to the public schools and wanted at the same time to teach their children to the Russian language, Russian speech out of purely commercial interests.  There was a brutal competition in this area of work.  Among private tutors, disseminators of knowledge, there were all kinds of vulgar people; impostors; informers; scoundrels; individuals absolutely without any mental, moral and educational qualifications; moneymakers and swindlers.  

Some semiliterate calligrapher, who had a very fine hand writing, simply second to none, some Josef Gorodinskiy, he is a counterfeiter, published, as if his own, a Jewish     pismovnik written by Goldshtain-Gershenovich who was a poor, private and deprived instructor, received by hook or by crook the title of Peoplefs Teacher, opens a private manfs college and, without restricting his recruitment to mass media, by the way, giving little results, goes around on Saturdays and different Holy Days, accompanied by his agent, from house to house to recruit new students, telling people that he took upon himself a secret mission to spread education among the poor Jewish population.    

Explains to ignorant parents all benefits of education for their children in his privileged educational institution, where languages and sciences will be taught for the most minimal fees according to the parentfs income, and the latter,  flattered by his attention, dumbfounded, intimidated by the impressive, kind pedagogue, eagerly, with gratitude agree.  A boy starts attending the college; in his hat a budge is put.  An invited farther sees a more or less decent room, which cannot be compared to kheder, with a big portrait of his Highness Imperator, with different maps hanging on the walls, and by an offer of the college director signs a form with a seal, received, as if, from Petersburg, from the Ministry of Education itself, without really reading and understanding the context of the paper, and the contract says, that the signed below person promises to send his son such and such to the college during a current semester (half a year) for a particular monthly payment.  First, then the second months pass, the director request the payment for education.  The parents begin asking their son about the classes, and, having found out, that the instructors are the same melameds and a private clerk, that the owner rarely appears in the college, busy with his own business, pay for the time of their sonfs attendance, do not take the payment receipt and live the boy at home.  The venerable pedagogue brings in court the signed promissory note (agreement, contract), eloquently explains to a judge the parentsf base ingratitude who were given so much favor, and the judge without any twinge of doubt about an integrity of the information provided, by/with the name of His Majesty imperator rules: to recover from such and such a such and such monetary amount for/to the benefit of the educator I.G., plus the court and the case service fees.   A poor Jew, busy with earning his daily bread, do not pay to it any attention, does not show up in court, and does not write any appeal; and after some period of time the decision of the judge of the Peace comes into lawful power.  The plaintiff receives a written execution act, the court clergy, accompanied by a police officer and a council, arrive in a cab, put a chain and distrain all unmovable property of the defended, all household belongings, everything including machine, the tool of production.  Such cases were not an exception, and the foolish simpletons were plenty too, enough for everybody.  For such deeds, achievements in the public education, his children were accepted into middle and high educational institutions out of turn.  At the end of a school year, there was a public ceremony which was attended by a government representativ, and near the entrance, for the greater effect, a gorodovoy stands (not in vain).

The students of his were accepted in the local educational institutions in the first turn.  It was not in vain that the Jews used to say, that he has a hand in governmentc  This is true; he once drank to delirium tremens a teacher from the city college.  One tutor used to make his leaving by having a student – an around the corner grocery store - during a long period of time, supplies from a big store or else some dribs and drabs.  Another man, with some education, attempted to rape his female student.  To him, a reach merchant gave a large sum of money, in order to avoid a big scandal, so that he would evaporate himself off the horizon; he successfully did, especially satisfiedc, left.  The student was wed in a hurry, but the evil tongs still talked about her for a long time.  Such shady characters, individuals, existed in the educational environment.  The reader can imagine himself, how one would feel in the surrounding of such colleagues.  I did some attempts to bring this to light in press, but did not encounter an appropriate support in the pathetic community/society.  One correspondence gIn Kievsky Commentsh survived though.   During that time, visiting a simple work family, I notice a simple, unsophisticated, humble, modest and pretty girl.  Gathering information about the family and getting them know about myself, I, without thinking too long, made a marriage proposal, contrarily to what was bask then common, I did not asked for any marriage portion, though her parents did not even have it, received agreement  and became a fiancé.  The parents of my fiancéé were very poor.  Their primarily occupation was workmanship of the velvet galloon hand-made goods, and this trade was giving them a quite little money so that they barely could sustain their leaving.  The family consisted of five people and they lived in the dump basement dwelling, making a very terrible impression on a visitor by its poverty-stricken setting.   The pride of this family was an eldest son, a man with middle education, local, who was a state ravine.  

 The duties of the state ravines included a registration of the newly born, deceased, weddings, divorces, assisting in pledge during court hearings in the District courts and the courts of the Judges of Peace, translation from Hebrew to Russian, documents authentication, issuing certificates to different institutions, representing delegations of the Jewish society before the governmentfs superior authority and even, in extraordinary cases, before monarchic congregation.  They did not receive any state income, but lived by taking from population and lived, in general, not bad at all.  There used to be, back then, in all cites and towns spiritual ravines, religious theologians, who specialized in helping the population with all kinds of existential questions, such as, what one have to do with meat soup when boiling milk from a pot standing next to the meat soup overruns under the pot of soup.  A spiritual ravine could invite, and strictly reprimand an obdurate wife who with some reason did not wanted to share her bed with her lawful husband for example, or other things of that sort.  During my stay in the Ostrog city, at the time of       overwhelming birth giving, a spiritual ravine invited two young women whose husbands were in America at that time, and whom some young people, according to the rumors, visited often, and who by their fallen behavior caused an outrageous public disaster.  They also served as arbitrators in the cases of disagreemen